To Miss C— (July 15, 1759)

169Your letter gave me much satisfaction, though it was long before I received it. Now I find you can speak freely to me, and as you have found the way, I hope to hear from you a little oftener. In a few days I hope to be at Leeds. Why should you not give me the pleasure of hearing from you there?

At present you are a captive of unbelief, though an unwilling captive. But I trust you shall ere long know One that bringeth the prisoners out of captivity. You can say from your heart,

And you will not cry in vain; only cry on, though it be weariness and pain to slothful flesh and blood. If instability and ingratitude were sufficient to prevent either present or future salvation, then would no child of Adam ever have been saved from the foundation of the world. But these and all manner of sin are washed away by the blood of the covenant. You want only to be acquainted with this to have it sprinkled upon your heart. And how soon may it be? Why not now? If you have nothing to pay, leave all your harmlessness, your good desires or works, all you have and are behind! Are you to be saved freely? Then be it as thou wilt!170

Away with your preparation! The Lord himself prepare your heart and then hearken thereto! Away with your reasoning! Be a little child! Sink down before the Saviour of sinners, the lover of your soul! Let him have the glory over you. What hinders?